I feel like I am losing my mind! I just keep pushing and pushing and pushing only to be pushed back. A lot has been going on lately: losing my job, an upcoming marriage separation, giving up my “dream” house….it’s all starting to take a toll on me. I feel trapped. I try to bury myself in my work with progressing CTA, but can’t keep the distractions out long enough to make some serious traction. Beyond frustrating!
But Nothing hurts more than some who will CONTINUOUSLY tell me “oh, if you need anything, just let me know…im here for you” then when I go to them for help, I get a cold shoulder. I am not one that enjoys the lip service. I am a do’er, not a talker. I am beginning to see that those who should be behind me the most are never there, and that is what hurts the most.
Fair warning to those people………
A lot like screaming in the middle of a crowded room, and no one even gives you a side-ways glance. Makes you feel empty…..truly.
The website is up, and growing everyday!
Mobile site up, it’s a work in progress
On my way of signing the lease agreement for the store (nerve wrecking and exciting at the same time)
Progress is slow but sure!
All in all, it’s a never-ending battle that I just refuse to give up. I just can’t; I’m already in it to win it.
The possibility of homelessness doesn’t even scare me, I will sleep in my car if that’s what it will take for my company to make it. So be it!